Sammie

American Idol

2010-02-18T14:50:00.000-08:00

Wow finally I can actually enjoy american Idol! I honestly find the audition part of the show an annoying waste of time. But I have been watching the past 4 weeks despite my hatered for the auditions. Now that the top 24 are here i can decide on my favorites and who I hate. So far I think most of the contestants are great and there will be some great competition!

Well tonight, Survivor is on as well as Grey's Anatomy and it's spin off series, Private Practice which they should all be pretty good. Survivor shoul be pretty awesome Like it usually is, Boston Rob gets hurt or whatever, it looks like he has past out so it should be interesting.

Greys anatmy is all about how all of the doctors/interns i(i guess) got there.

And Private Practice looks dramatic with the whole wedding and all.

Oh and I can nhot wait for April considereing thats when the second season of glee starts! I've become obssesed with that show and it's awesome! See you all later!

and......... you're gay too.

2009-06-08T11:20:00.000-07:00

Okay so maybe the title is a little to harsh, let me change it, oh wait then you wouldn't know what it said in the first place.

Cosmo. Okay I'm sure by know everyone in shop is fed up with Cosmo but he is a good kid. I remember (and I might be the only one) when he looked like a normal boy. Yeah hard to believe, I know. Now your hairs so long in front of your face that you can't even see, your pants are so tight and you smoke pot? Dude come on you're puttig on an act cus you truthfully don't know who the fuck you are anymore. You used to have short hair and you weren't such a cry baby. Now you act like a chick and clearly you need to get a life. Maybe if you acted like yourself you wouldn't need to worry about ppl in shop hating you.

Whatever..................

Cycle 20

2009-05-31T09:00:00.000-07:00

Okay so lets get this straight, monday was day 1 of cycle 20 in shop. I thought Monday was going to be a good day, and it was until the whole bumble/treebe crap went on. Okay so the name calling and the whole arguing back and forth not so fun. Fun to watch, yes, until, that is, people take sides. People ussually take side in the person that

A) they are friends with 35%

B) They trust more 20%

C) The person who they think is right in this situation 5%

D) They choose because they hate the other person. 49%

E) no sides 01%

Peole definetly chose sides ppl alway choose sides unless they are that 1% usually that 1% are the ppl that did not hear what happened.

Well besides that drama crap I have a lot of current ad upcoming work.

Current work(in process)

~Portfolio and related work (all due 2morro at 3:30pm)

~Chapter 8 of DxC Making A Memory (posted on my deviantart TDI-704)

~English work (due at 3:30 tomorrow)

~Biology work (Due at 3:30 tomorrow)

Upcoming Work (being planned out)

~Where Do All The Balloons go? (Story based on shop during the summer)

~DxC one shot (Based on a random party thing)

~shop field trip story (bus gets hijact)

Well wish me good luck! :)

Oh snapp that's right it's 704!!

My Reasons Why (because you wanted to no)

2009-05-18T15:12:00.000-07:00

Everyone always asks me why I do this to myself and i always say "There are plenty of reasons" and now, I'mgoing to tell you all so listen up because this will be the first and last time i am going to say this.
First of all I want you to all relize that i do notdo thisfor fun or for attention. My first reason for doing this is that abusing myself in such matter is my way of coping with stress. It takes the edge off of the stress and relaxes me. For example say something that triggers my 'behavior' (as some might call it) happens. I only do this so that it will make me feel stronger instead of crying or complaining to ppl about it. It makes me feel, stronger or better, relaxing.

Since the first reason isn't really a reason mor like an introduction i can promise that the second reason will be more of a, well, reason. Another reason i do this is because i have to live with a jackass of a father and a mother that is afraid to leave him because she fears she will not be able to support us. My Father, is a total ass he is stupid and, like all men, thinks that he is invinseble. For example my father does drugs, has cheated on my mom twice before and can not keep a steady job for more than a couple of months. Basically he is a first class loser and everytime he does something wrong i have to hear my mother complain to me about it. And on thing that i hate is how i am compared to him whether it be that i lie alot of or the fact that i as well as my dad can not keep a promise. No matter how you put it the loser is always bumming aroud the house always being lazy and watching TV or on the phone making drug calls. Fiurst off he does drugs if you think i am lieing, i want you to stop reading this close ur eyes and ask urself why would a 15 year old girl lie about her father being on drugs??? and then u may keep reading but then a gain if u truely think anyone in the right state of mind would lie about somethinglike this you might as well stop reading my blog all together and do something more productive with your free time. Okay so back to the drugs, my dad might not smoke pot or shoot up but poping pills can still affect youthe same way. I already figured out what kinds he asks for while talking on the phone to the ppl he calls 'friends' basically he either asks for two 932's or twenty-seven zantac (that is probly spent wrong so dont qoute3 me on that) I can always tell when he is drugged up or when he is going to do a 'pick up'. It is like clock work the phone rings everyday aaround 5:30 amnd he leaves and everytime my mom asks him where he has been he always says "I went for a ride around the block." The cheating on my mom is what made him leave about 4 weeks before christsmas last year but the first time was much worse he left for more than a week and the funny thing is he always screws up around Christmas. I could care less about whenhe does his little sd=crew ups but i don't want my now 13 year old sister and 8 year old brother to see what he is doing and think that this is alright. The point of the whole invinsibility thing is that he is so sure that he wont get caught even on probation from staeling at his last job(UPS) he is not afriad maybe one day some one will give him something to be scared about.

well speaking of the devil he has just came home from a ride (that my mom had to give him because dude no longer has a car cuz he didnt pay for it). Well this ride was not a 'pick up' and ino that 4sure because he came home with a cat my cat piper we just goit him now so that mnade my day. but speaking of not paying forbills and such the reason we always move would be a good subjet to ride on.....

HOuse # 1: Frank st. We lived here the longest, From before i was born till i was in the 4th grade. (btw this is my most favorable house.) We had to move out of this house because the landlord had friends living with him downstairs and they were smoking pot which is one of the worst smells when you are 9 years old. The move was reasonable i guess. well it was good we moved because a month after the move there was a drug rade at that house.

House #2: Plymoth st. This was the first house that my parents bought. I loved this house too, just not as much as the first. Okay so we lived in this house for the second longest that i have ever lived in a house 2 years. the reason for the move was because we could not afford the morgadge but see before we had filed for bankrupt and let the bank take over the house our last tenenant, with the names of noel and mindy told us 'because you evicted us u will end up living on the streets and loose every thing and blah blah blah' the point is that dude was half right, we lost almost everthing almost.

House #3 Hawthorn st. yes not very far at all from the last one one street up and 5 blocks down. the most embarrising thing about losing the last house was that they had auctioned it off in the news paper. but this next house was a duplex (for those that dont no what that means please save ur energy from asking me and look it up urself.) really nice house and stuff but the landlord was well, a bitch. shewent in our attic and told us that we had to get ride of all the boxes because we would get mice and stuff like that. well sooner or later, we were evicted for not paying the rent.

House #4 Bolton st. personaly i absolutly hated this house.long story short we were evicted for not paying the rent.

House #5 Winsper st. ahhh really not my cup of tea. I wasnt too into this house we didnt live here too long cus we didnt pay the rent and apparrently we were never wanted tolive there anyways.

House #6 Allen st. my current residence. I actually like this place so far so good but i have a feeling wewill be moving around the end of the summer and i could put money on that. no lie.

Well there are deffinetly more houses to come. and i no that u r all getting bored of me and this is why i bottle stuff up and cut myself instead of rant because then i sound like a baby and a loser. But whatever.

Well i g2g so i will see you all ltr......

Why is Everyone PMSing????

2009-05-15T17:46:00.000-07:00

Lmao! No joke everyone is. Okay so in shop, I get that everyone is stressed out and stuff but wtf why do you just push it on everyone else. For example Cosmo, he is pissing me off and other ppl 2. He freaking act like a chick, and he always whines and act stupid idk whether he does it for attention or what but what ever. Cosmo is currently like pissed off at Bumble, who indeed also pisses me off to the freakin maximum, Bumble is a brat and she think that no matter what she says or does wont hurt or affend anyone. Like i cut myself and stuff like that and i told ppl in my shop and Bumble was one of the ppl i told she told ppl that she was going to tell guidence what i did. The fact that Bumble wanted to do this is not the point but tha tfact that she was going to do it behind my back was the problem. that isn't the only reason why she pisses me off there are tons off things like the other day i told her to shut the f*** up and leave me alone i guess that i made her really depressed and crap nd made her worse then all the stress she was already dealing with. So after i had said this (at lunch) we all went back to shop and she was sitting with my friend Cameron and she took tan exacto knife and slit herself in her hand and upper wrist (not to much onto the wrist tho) and tell me not she would hav sent me to guidence for my cuts but she can cut herself no problem????? Okay.... no. But i deffinetly fell bad cus now i feel like i made her cut herself and i no how a cut feels, i no that when you cut urself that you put all your hate and depression and thought into that little carving in ur arm and it stays there forever and Bumble's scar will be thier forever and that scar is because of me i made her do that. Maybe if i didnt say what iu had said to her in the Cafeteria she wouldn't have done it , Maybe she wouldnt have said that every one hated her then i would have gone home and cut myself that night. Damnit! I hate this crap everything sucks! Because no matter what i do it's never right no one is ever happy no one ever cares and no matter what i do it wont change anything.

Anyways me and three other ppl in shop made names for every one else in shop lol i love them 2...
the ones who made up the namesfor the others got to pick there own nameswith meanings including me.
1.Saber -Fierce (Me)
2.Tala -Mysterious
3.Niko -Shy
4.Nova -Wise

1.Bumble
2.Milk
3.Treebe
4.Hazel
5.Wiggie
6.Cosmo
7.Giselle
8.Danish

1.Glover
2.Blitz
3.Coral
well i have to get off the cpu so my sister can use it so i guess i will see u all later peace out!!!! ,<3

I Should Be doing My Work...

2009-05-03T14:23:00.000-07:00

Well , I have so much that i want to do but i'd rather just chill out for a moment. I should be writing my total Drama Shop but i just don't feel like it. I was writing it yesterday and my mom got mad at me she says that i write too much and that i should be focusing on my school work. Okay before when i was writing it she kept on saying that i needed to talk to ppl more. Now that i talk on the phone more and go on the computer less she wants m to focuss on school work what's next? I am never good enough for her and i'm the only one she does this to i really don't get why. My grades (in her eyes) always suck, apparently she thinks i go on the computer way too much even though my brother and sister can go on for hours on end and not get into trouble. So the other day i told my mom NOT to talk to the coach that i would do it myself. What did she do? She went ahead and talked to the coach, I'm not mad because of what she said but because she did something when i told her NOT to. I really don't care anymore so whatever.

Ha I am getting my cat soon!!! I can't wait i saw him yesterday he is so cute and tiny. He is all gray with white stripes and his name is piper.

well i should get to work...
Websites i also go on...
http://twitter.com/x12sammie704x
http://tdi-704.deviantart.com/
http://x12sammie12x.deviantart.com/
http://x12sammie12x.livejournal.com/

Just For Fun!

2009-03-08T12:30:00.000-07:00

Hey what's up? I was soooo bored today that i decided to look up some total drama island stuff on You Tube. I was trying to find a video that shows how many times Courtney says that she is a C.I.T. lol if any one does find that let me know. I did find something else though i found music videos for the show they came out pretty good i like both of these http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mQHSpauRXTU http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2U-dQkXixjE well i just thought that i wouuld share these with you i hope you liked them just as much as i did!!!

Total Drama Action episode 6!!!

2009-02-18T08:49:00.000-08:00

Heck Yeah!! I saw episode 6 i no that I'm not supposed to but, whatever i could care less1 It was the aftermath i got the link from youtube and watched it on veoh http://www.veoh.com/videos/v17502733DN8Qy8Dz just copy aand past that into the addressbar and your allset. But you have to hurry because it will be deleted within a week just like all the other episodes. This episode is basically bridgette & Geoff's new show about total drama action and the cast its good they get into a fight and all the characters that arent on the show are there. Courtney, Cody, Eva, Noah, Katie&Sadie, Tyler, and Ezikial! With special guest appearences from E-scope, and Trent! the show is pretty cool but i wish Courtney was in total drama action, the show would be better if Duncan and Courtney were there together. but for now i guess i can root for Duncan.

Well here goes nothing...

2009-02-18T08:38:00.001-08:00

since i'm new at this i'm just going to wing it and i hope this works out! lol Well if you're wopndering i have another blog on livejournal but thats mostly for my story which i cant post because i'm letting a friend view at the moment. I really don't know what to tell you. There are tons of stuff going on right now between school and writing and friend. Like in shop right now we are designing posters for the schools upcoming play 'Bye Bye Birdie' when i get back form vacation we only have one day to finish 2 finals on illustrator. : ( Thats most deffinetly NOT long enough especially if you have the attention spand of like a butterfly. lol I have 4 more daysof vacation and i have to finish my independant project, which is to water color a picture that i traced a quarter of it is finished, so i'm not even close to done. thats all for now i guess wel ttyl!!