Friday, May 15, 2009

Why is Everyone PMSing????

Lmao! No joke everyone is. Okay so in shop, I get that everyone is stressed out and stuff but wtf why do you just push it on everyone else. For example Cosmo, he is pissing me off and other ppl 2. He freaking act like a chick, and he always whines and act stupid idk whether he does it for attention or what but what ever. Cosmo is currently like pissed off at Bumble, who indeed also pisses me off to the freakin maximum, Bumble is a brat and she think that no matter what she says or does wont hurt or affend anyone. Like i cut myself and stuff like that and i told ppl in my shop and Bumble was one of the ppl i told she told ppl that she was going to tell guidence what i did. The fact that Bumble wanted to do this is not the point but tha tfact that she was going to do it behind my back was the problem. that isn't the only reason why she pisses me off there are tons off things like the other day i told her to shut the f*** up and leave me alone i guess that i made her really depressed and crap nd made her worse then all the stress she was already dealing with. So after i had said this (at lunch) we all went back to shop and she was sitting with my friend Cameron and she took tan exacto knife and slit herself in her hand and upper wrist (not to much onto the wrist tho) and tell me not she would hav sent me to guidence for my cuts but she can cut herself no problem????? Okay.... no. But i deffinetly fell bad cus now i feel like i made her cut herself and i no how a cut feels, i no that when you cut urself that you put all your hate and depression and thought into that little carving in ur arm and it stays there forever and Bumble's scar will be thier forever and that scar is because of me i made her do that. Maybe if i didnt say what iu had said to her in the Cafeteria she wouldn't have done it , Maybe she wouldnt have said that every one hated her then i would have gone home and cut myself that night. Damnit! I hate this crap everything sucks! Because no matter what i do it's never right no one is ever happy no one ever cares and no matter what i do it wont change anything.

Anyways me and three other ppl in shop made names for every one else in shop lol i love them 2...
the ones who made up the namesfor the others got to pick there own nameswith meanings including me.
1.Saber -Fierce (Me)
2.Tala -Mysterious
3.Niko -Shy
4.Nova -Wise

1.Bumble
2.Milk
3.Treebe
4.Hazel
5.Wiggie
6.Cosmo
7.Giselle
8.Danish

1.Glover
2.Blitz
3.Coral
well i have to get off the cpu so my sister can use it so i guess i will see u all later peace out!!!! ,<3

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